June 26, 2012 by theresiugoes
I’ve not really ever been the kind of girl to cry over boy. Except, maybe, when I’m married to that boy, and he goes away for a while. And it’s only really 10 days (2 down! 8 to go).
I acted like a 4 year old before he left. I got cranky and complained about his hair, the kitchen, the bed, the car. And then he was so nice, and apologised, and fixed things, and I felt terrible. And then I followed him around the house, and talked to him when he was busy, and annoyed him ’cause I could. And then I cried, because the crankiness and annoyingness was really just sadness. And then he kept trying to make me laugh, and then I laugh-cried, awkwardly, while he rubbed my back and said things like “it’s okay, it’s only 10 days. I’ll miss you too. It’s okay.”
And he’s right, but it still makes me sad.